When I was in high school, my life is so useless with too much free time that's why I'm dying to enter university but when I enter university, It is still the same. I am just too free while others are so busy with their school life. This is not what I planed for. I want a busy life either so I won't have too much time thinking about anything else.
God, I can not take it anymore. Please stop making my life so alone, so nobody. when I walk, when I sit, when I look around me, I am always alone.
Perhaps writing it here make me feel a little bit better since I have no one listening to me talking.
