May 5, 2010

A Toast For Rathana Heng at River House For He Is Leaving For Australia

Last night was "A River House Night" for all my dearest friends again. This time was different. It was to celebrate for my beloved friend, Heng, who is leaving to Australia today to lead a new life. Although I never wanted him to leave, I can't be selfish. He is going a build a bright life with all his siblings in Australia. He still come back for visiting after a few years so don't be upset, Medelin. Well, let's get to the point.

I, Julie(my sister), and Kelly arrived first as Heng and Heang came last. We ordered the same drink and the same food. I and Kelly handed them the gift. I bought him an LV scarf and a sweater. I was worried he wouldn't like it, but to my surprise, he returned me that happiest grin and said, "you do know what I want". I don't know but I felt like there were fireworks booming in my heart to know he liked it. He even wore those and drank with me. Aw, now I don't want him to go again! :(

Like usual, we drank crazily because it was on happy hour. I kept drinking this time and I felt dizzy in just 20 minutes. We laughed, cheer, and tease each other the crap out of it. I laughed a lot and I mean I laugh the whole time even others already stop laughing and stare at me. Is it because I'm starting to get drunk? I still know what they were talking about so I wasn't totally drunk, just tipsy I hope. It's funny that I kept asking my sister if she drank hers so that I could finish it up for her. Sher always nod each time I ask so yeah cheer..... Haha..

Finally, I'm home. I felt so headache and nauseous. It's boiling inside my body. No matter what, I still took a quick shower and lied on my bed as soon as possible. I dozed off very early that night. I thought I was going to sleep til morning. Unfortunately, I still woke up in the middle of night and wandering. The headache was now gone so I headed to my computer desk and cleaned my contact lens otherwise I have nothing to wear in the morning. That's very annoying! That night, I couldn't sleep again. Swirling my eyes around my room alone awake and missing the same person like every other night until unknown time I fell asleep. Frankly, I really like the feeling of being drunk despite the nauseous and headache it brought. My head is empty and I feel upbeat.